Wednesday, September 07, 2005
do you see what the pic tells u? try looking deeper if you want to know.
clue? try the last half of this.
My clock is totally off. My brain's active at night. half dead in the afternoon. not awake in the morning.
Did quite a few thing i normally dont do. been thinking of a lot of things i never wanted to go near. cant help feeling sad even after so long. 70% of the people in my world still doesnt know that i'm cca-less. I didnt tell many its not because of pride. just dont want to be reminded. the worst thing that happened for the past 17 years. 16 yrs 11mths to be exact. I'm too free now. TOO free! What i fear/hated is coming back. boredom. I still dont want to study. too lazy, yes. gave up? yes. its too tiring. I need someone beside me to push me along. but, still, am easily distracted.
My friendster is active again! haha... never been there for so long and now i'm there almost everyday. The counter goes up by 10 everyday, and 4 new testimonials since the start of this month.
Jazz's having bad stomach. diarrhoea. chilli? Brought only jazz down earlier at 12plus cos she's bugging me. didnt bring jack. haha. i'm NOT bias! she wont let me leash her, keep running around, and jazz's getting jealous cos its her leash.
anw, both went down again an hour later.
Both of them are so cute. haha. i think they dont like each other. cant take a pic of them together at all cos they wont be.
Somehow the thought that jack's fat is gone. she still as cute. =)
For a moment earlier, i wasnt going to go along with "fate". The angel & devil argument, like those in the cartoon, started. thinking back, sounds funny. like me talking to myself. haha... ok, i'm going crazy =)
There's sch this fri =( The thought of it tires me out. worst of all, its econs! I think i'm not going to go. dont even know the time, plus i wont be able to wake up. but, told cc i'll go =(
we'll see how. I'm suppose to go MIA.
i REALLY still want my wings. v badly. =(
What i want is always too much to ask for, from myself.
ans this. What is possible?!
Posted at 02:47
